So Far

So far in my life what i learned in the past week is one that i got a call from my real dad from Texas. I didnt talk with him but he mentioned with my mom that if i dont get back to San Jose state he wont pay any payments on my tution loan and he makes it seem like im the bad guy here and from what i recall i'm his son! Well besides that, my mother said that if he doesn't pay and that if he fowards the bill to my house under my name and my mom's, she said that she won't pay a dime on it. So lately i was thinking that my parents really care about me yea right.... Well besides that i also was thinking that maybe i should have stayed in San Jose and just go to city college, but then i thought about it and realized how i can't get the money for any loans and i haven't built enough creadit to get a loan by myself.
Other than that i also learned that or should i say realized how much i HATE flo's little sister. Ok she's not bad at all but she annoys the living FUCK out of me. I mean i have patience sometimes a lot more than the average guy but its something about the girl how she's normal then fucking BITCH mode for no reason, sometimes i feel like i wish i only knew flo and her and her mom not her sister. Ok seriously i don't mean anything and i hope nothing happens to her but i just want to be left alone but even when i mind my own busniess she goes and tries to get my attention and i don't want to be rude and ignore her even though i wish its that simple.
So far anything else i wanna say something is just how much i envy flo and how she can solve her money problems or anything that requires money like the other day her battery in her car was shot, pretty much to the point where she had to get it replaced all she had to do is call her mom and get the ok and she got a new one. If that was me i ask my mom then i would have to wait until 3 months past if im that lucky. Don't get me wrong i am lucky in other places and i am counting my blessings everyday and i know things can get worse but sometimes when i see and look at flo on how easy things get by her sometimes i wish that could happen just once to me but no i have to stop day dreaming and go back to work well so to speak.
Thats it for now maybe in the next couple of weeks things could better like Justin says just put your faith in God and he will answer just wait.