Races

ok so far i had a great weekend only one thing did not go the way i wanted it. But as life will remind all of us you can not get what you always want. i know i have to work harder to get where i need to but it was nice to have a change of pace for once well back to the races.

If Only

i know your watching me and i know your telling me it will be ok. But some days i wake up and hope it is just a dream. I know your in a better place doing everything and anything you want and as long as your happy i will be ok. But if there was a day i miss it would be waking up as a 5th grader again and hearing you yell at the tv at the people in the price is right show. i would sit next to you and have my bowl of cereal and just enjoy your company. If there was a moment to relive i would not mind reliving that. If only.